this is nonsense

i used to like to say this "nonsense!"
but nonsense has played a part as "sense" in our lives nowadays
nonsense has started to make sense
when its ok to be unreasonable. when not doing crimes, is a crime.
when u try to help, things screw up for you.
God im sorry, i havent been commiting my plans to you.
when u are the exact person who should be listenning, i turned my face away
away from your ears i spoke. and i complained that u didnt hear
shake me up and slap me, i hav been a naughty boy.
wake me up. cauz its time to know that you love me.
thats that cauz thats all i need. really. tell me that, engrave that in me.
this year's gonna be tough. and there are tougher years to come.
im scared. im really scared. i've been running away for too long.
now i need to run back. its tougher. thats why God u have to help me.
Help me at all times. Be the one who supports me, who holds my back.
who gives me that thumbs up. who is smiling are approval.
hold my path. bend it to you. Keep your promises, that u would make sure
that as long as i am close to you, Lord would u realise my plans.
grant me the sleep i need. and i strength to overcome.
to create new grounds, to reclaim the lost and found.
thats that. i'm tired i dead.
give me the rest, that i need. take care of my needs.
i'll rest in your hands.