pushed

pushed around.
halt to a stop. slap your faces get them off
how am i to serve Got, when resentment
is all i've got.
everyone left, 1 by 1, standing alone. this emptiness i feel
proves that i never really did make up myself.
its God and me. We're holding hands.
im scared, Lord pls calm the storms in my heart.
galilee was bigger, was fiercer.
surely u could do something to this unceasing turbulence
enough is enough. thats that. is thats that.
resent no more. serve you whole heartedly.
let everyone hav their way. no one knows anyone better than they themselves
uneeded attempt to seize control of lives.
to attempt to weave the broken.
teach me how to deal with things. that i make sure i dont
get left with nothing. anymore.
thats it, hold the reins of those tears,
dry them. for tomorrow will be a journey
all over again.