oh dude. you do know that earthly sorrows lead to death right?
God, you got to save me from this. teach me the things to want.

i'm glad you feel the same way
until i find that it's not me you were referring to.
nevertheless so long as it feels as though you have a heart,
i can imagine, maybe its just me, maybe it's just me you're cold to.

and in the end, there's nothing left for those who want to be complicated about everything.
nothing for those who think they deserve

after so many years
it's finally apparent
while i'm hurt, you're not responsible.
i am the one who's hurting myself.

oh lord. why am i like that?
why can't i have the innocence back?

there's this undeniable void every 7th august.

Its like a chasing of the wind.

There's something there I went to satisfy.
But it was never promised and will never happen.
Each time I strive to do something more
all I get is this emptiness in return.

The promise which was never made will never come.

You looked really pretty yesterday, by the way.