its new year... but my response is...
hm.. yes so?
its new year, nothings new, things are screwed, the year came to a bad end, the year starts off with me still in a shit load of work and things to take care of.
im in ck's hse now, im almost alone in the room. im feeling sad. im not feeliing great.
he beat me to it, thats what he is capable of.
i guess thats what he can offer, thats what he can beat me in
its not up to me anymore, he can give it to you instantly
he can walk you up your hse. you wont be bored to hell
somehow he beat me to it. im sitting down on this chair, hopelessly useless
its been nice knowing wat and wat, but then its faded to a so wat
i really dont noe wat to do... WWJD seems to piss me off... im sorry abt this God,
but u do noe why sometimes we feel like... we just dont want to do it your way anymore..
God im scared and scarred when im typing this... i dont noe why im typing this, i dont noe why
im saying all this stuff... im confused running in this piece of flat land, no details no features.
lost without the compass, Lord as a pray, draw me the way...
tomorrow is going to be plain homework rushing.. im i dunno... i just hope that i dont be gay and be so useless i cant even do that, seriously, winston is behind me, he sounds so anxious and sad and watnot.... really, i shouldnt be complaining when he seems to be soo much sadder at the background...
this is seriously. the most screwed up year end i had, though its the only time i did this celebrating thing... seriously God...
be my compass
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