When i am sick i always miss somebody
but i know this is a one-way feeling
i feel so conflicted when i cannot type any

There is a sunflower sitting in my room
Its neck hung in desperation
it seeks its one only sunshine
without it, it won't do any other

When it rains i feel so upset
to think i spend my days in camp
Especially when i am sick on sundays
oh Lord i wonder where you went.

on the fly

For those who know me, you know why i blog.

Just the previous post, i was fretting over stupid nightmares.
Today, thanks to NS, life seems to demand deeper consideration.

2 years? what do i do with them?
First i admit they're no longer mine.
Honestly, i don't want to be here, I'm a slacker, i rather being doing things as i please.

But here, 2 years.. I'm shortchanging myself if i decide to waste it away, if i do not flaunt my abilities and enter command school, I finally have a reason to regret.

Well anyway, after such heavy talk about life, lets share a funny incident.
I recall seeing recruits run down from their rooms wearing helmets with camouflage.

Its funny really, since the camouflage can be really flammable, no?

Imagine, your head catching fire as you echo "fire fire fire!"
Now, that makes good sense doesn't it?
haha.

gosh i'm dead tired after IPPT. Wonder if i have what it takes to get Gold,
The standards are so high, this... is army however, of course they're high. ha!