glass heart

a heart, is like a glass orb. it looks lovely, it can indeed be lovely.
a heart is so attractive, its used as a gift sometimes.
its that attractive, that meaningful
sometimes that heart is rejected. cauz having too many glass orbs, do really tarnish the attractiveness of other extras and add-ons.
but the ethic is. if u dont really know if u want one. reject it from the start.
dont accept it, then throw it skyhigh, so that, surely it'll break into pieces.
i hate to say that im like going to blame you or anything. but maybe, just maybe. you shouldnt hav said those things that u did. its how high i went, that caused the severity of this fall. Its supposed to be the plan, but i cant take this,
take this no more.
and as often as that happens, we, at our own fault, fault at this the most frequently.
its called double standards.
i mean i have been complaining abt this and all. talk abt how this sucks and how that sucks too.
but again, how i've been treated, seems like a clone of how i had treated others.
well yes, kindness boomerangs, ushered kindness comes back to you.
ill behavoir, skeptical thoughts. well wat u do onto others, expect what will be done onto you. this is such a vengeful speech. huh?

well watever. they say that u must pen down your grievences, or else you will
start inventing ways to hurt yourself, which i dont plan to explore in, at all.
i guess this really helps. my life shouldnt be too screwy after im down sprouting
my insider's nonsense.. right?