i finally got out! wth

i finally got out of that feeling.
that feeling had arms. it held on to me tight.
damn you, "feeling" i dont want you
why are u clutching my legs like that?
why do u want me in misery?
give me back the strength you had
siphoned from me. and that hope
you sucked away. screw u, live your own life.
and get out of my life. Before u leave, return me
the stuff rightfully mine.
and dont u dare to ever come back.
damn you. get out
now

ok screw now that that feeling is back, seriously
i need to find the roots of this problems. and excavate it
i need to change the matter entirely. this problem's a big problem
for the time being. i'll start with i problem i know. heh but this problem
isnt really a problem. its a person. both words starts with P, yet bore
no connection.
whatever, i need to study, problems away, get out of me.
and the hair pls grow back. quickly! haha