well, today wasnt any different, infact i woke up hopelessly late, as i was dumb
and went to attempt sleeping at like... 1250?
haha then in the morning i was refusing to wake up.
but im lucky, i am. i found out that many people share this
depression im experiencing. Joash calls it
the feeling of having no acheivements
jia wei calls it
the compelling suicide feeling.
well, ok its pretty true.
cauz the way i started off this year. i had a huge blow
something i'd never had expected to happen.
the youth camp, well it could've been way better.
my homework? i went through the holidays, and succeeded so little?
heh, talk abt the sense of no acheivements.
just did my camp online homework. heng.. haha i got 10/10
and 9.5/10 phew not bad, probably topped class again.
and its only merely because i listened during lesson...
tomorrow's the ss test, dang its on education and healthcare.
im freaked out and scared like nuts.
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