gesage

went to the beach today, a storm was brewing, but it ceased. why?
i dunno, im not that sure, the $17 taxi trip home was nauseating, but it sure gave me the chance to reflect, and blog my usual so called nonsense on my blog. nonsense are phantasms, at least when they're on my blog, look deeper, its more than what they are, just like how a trashed newspaper gets recycled and reformed into some other paper product.
well, lets whip up a fiery demonstration of how im feeling now.
like a wave, conceived by the gigantic sea, my creation was unknown, as i grew, i finally reached a climax in my life, proudness got the better of me, and like everyone else, i'd crumble, removed as a backwash
sometime later maybe i might just make a comeback, but when would that be/? can i actually even influence the frequency of my comeback, and how much i did comeback? or would i lay rest in the ocean, waiting for another gust of passion to blow me to success? God, i really dont noe, and im feeling miserable over many things, my past haunts me, my future casts me aside. Lost and hurt, Lord please call your sheep home, and help it to listen...
and obey, for there isnt any other way.
life is more than money, never about cash, it dies away like dry ice in the desert, its about livin' this borrowed time for God, for God is everything, and as we need everything, we need nothing less than God, and nothing "more than" God.( God is everything, nothing can be more than him, if anything could be more than him, that'll be delusions, my friend..)

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

today's afternoon, there was clearly nothing better than slacking to do.
so i guess i did think of some intricate thought.
did i do too much? cool, alot to improvise on.
do too much on wat? serving God? nahh thats impossible, well, my whole week last week was devoted to going to church and doing stuff, it may seem alot, and i sure am tired, but we can never do enough for God, we can only try our hardest, and i believe that the hectic week could have been more hectic, if only if i was willing.
do too much for exams? dont joke! i did last minute, day before kinda studying, i dunno why i was 67 in the level, probably because God wanted me to wake up by showing me that if i studied i could have rampaged my way to top positions. well, at least now i do have a reason to study harder, maybe next year i wouuld do just "do too much" for my o's and get into some top-notch JC.
do too much when im crapping? yeah i guess so, i pissed gina off today, when i was talking too much behind her during the thanksgiving service. It was the last straw when i went blurting " huh? brar? thats a nice name!" obviously i didnt mean anything clean, she turned around and gave the "bugger..." look. ouch.
well, despite being a scum that i am, God sure gave me many gifts. Isnt it just so appropriate to be typing this stuff right afterr i had my thanksgiving service? yeah of course it is appropriate, anytime, anywhere. for example, many people thought that though my face looks highly immature, ( darn you folks) my voice sounds extremely mature and beautiful through a microphone. (ok sorry, thanks) so many recommended me a job as a news brodcaster, but wth? i thought only fion will love it? haha so they said, well maybe i'd be a radio moron, sharing my views daily on air, and bringing about positive revolutions in today's appaling culture. well ok that sounds cool, im one step closer to superman afterall, if i do that.
the best gift has to be, the beautiful personalities, ok some is physical appearance ok watever!, whom God had placed beside me. OOh the thunder just went bang, there's a thunderstorm brewing, serious!
well, i wont elaborate today, cauz my computer might be in the risk of a sudden shutdown.. so.........

nppthing

ahh... after the last day of exams...
stayed at home...
ouch, that anti climax.

why? why did i hav to get some good for nothing sorethroat? lets not talk abt that, there is this.. buggerrunnynose.. ahhhhh
ok watever, exams are over, what else could be worse?
what i cant stand is, if people post abt the haze like a moron like me. no originality, heres a little quote, be cool, be hip, stay original.
WhAt? u saying that u dun wanna be cool and be hip, so u can be erm... unoriginal? well, im saying u either be cool and hip, or u go hang yourself.
darn, its still up to you, cauz if u are original, u'd hang yourself too.

i hate flaming on my own blog, ok so now lets flame on the hop.
as in blog hop and spam.

madness

can someone tell me, why is some lunatic playing happily on the computer, and smsing around when exams, like a hellish physics is blowing his way tomorrow?
well, i dunno, if i knew, i wouldnt be sitting here, typing away like a fool.
ok anyway, the haze has kinda cleared today, yesterday was like some PSI 130.. how shocking... ok i dont sound sincere, not at all, so i shall stop blogging now, and probably figure out how to sleep.

haze.. again?

ok this shitty haze is getting in my head, literally, giving me some nice headache, which is hardly nice.

first, lets see some awesome smokin' pictures.. oh damn, the pictures are taking as long as .. long? to load...

i said, " ouch" look at that!!! record breakin'! oooh the look of that makes we want to hit some indo.. shiaz.. indonesians!!! u assses man.. life's tough...

ok somemore pictures..

ok look this is overboard, u smoked the church? ok u indonesians.. i might juz... erm hm....

and just look at the building choking and groaning in pain! it really looks like its bended, this is a random aspiration.

anyway, conclusion of the day, indonesians are inconsiderate people, who only care abt slashing and cutting.

zz screw upps

cant see doesnt mean it isnt there. im a cheerful person, but im vile and hideous inside.. sounds like a.. crocodile? ok bad example.. anyway
exams were alll juz made it nonsense, so i guess i would work harder and, hopefully kick exam's butt harder.. well its hell late now, and i finished studying my geog a whopping 1 and a 1/2 hours ago, so its rather predictable why im seated infront of this computer, typing away in a manner some may regard as retard.
well thats abt all.. and u noe, well there are signs of the end of age.. well, i'll tell u why, guys... lets brace ourselves
in genesis chaper 6 verse 2 : the sons of God saw that the daughters of men were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose.
u would have guessed, a few years later, civilisations were wiped out, except noah, cauz he had his cozy little boat to ride over the floods...
how true that is, recall how u guys as in really, guys or boys watever...
just simply walk down orchard road, u would have to say "wah chio bu" for at least a hundred times if u were honest... well.. the thing is abt getting this perfect chio bu from the crowd, and not picking anyhow just because every other person is a chio bu.. in my case, im absolutely sure i made an excellent choice.. though i've no idea if she made me her choice.. LOL.. ok anyway.. watever.. the end of age is soon to come, brace yourselves...

air

its exams already, yet im being an ass, blogging now when many others are figuring how to hang themselves... why?
well llok at the sky, didnt it occur as being shitty to you? lets see, if u actually missed it, its fresh from my camera

woah.. wow u good.. u indonesians, all u can think abt are the slash and burn nonsense.. ok.. look at wat u did to our lovely sun, blocked out for good!!