here i go, being selfish
leave a note for you my only one.
im sorry you hav to take everything
over and over,
no protesting no watsoever
swallow the "facts" hard.
but the time has come,
pull up your socks, do those knots.
this time i guess, its real
im really going for good.
cauz we cant see through one another
our lives were merely masked actors.
i dont know how you feel anymore
its different from when you told me
and brought my hopes high,
a week later, back to smash them
in pieces, unspeakable, uncountable.
im stuck here, babbling speechlessly
life has lost its direction
since you left on your way.

im going for x-country
in a moments' time.
im sorry, its like im making you
take the entire rap
its none of your business.
theres no point in me trying,
when i dont stand on anygrounds
im but a wandering nation.
unestablished, holding no nothing.
since you love him so much, go back to him.
i've waken up, i weighed the truth.
its time to be sensible.
and get on the road.
life is going to be hard, without a "you"
but thats the only direction
life is gonna do.

buh-bye.
its not like im going to forget you!
i only wished, if you told me something.
scream out the verdict, it'll feel better for me
and you.