dunno

its lame, since my blog started a long time ago,
i realised that i've only blogged 70+ times, hhow embarassing
to be honest....


yesterday wasnt the first day of school, today is.
as usual, my hw were like all screwed and my teacher, especially geog teacher,
were all freaking upset and disappointed, to such an extent its like as if this is the
first time i didnt do my hw, ok that's no excuse but...
then during geog, it was like embarassment time.
kena scolded, and after lesson i had to stay back to one-on-one the teacher.
she was telling me abt how she thinks that im not doing work because i think im like the best and therefore assume that i dont need to do any homework to continue owning the class in geog, which is true, but the reason why i didnt do the hw, streams frm many reasons, of which all amounts to absolute nothing. haha which meant that, there is never a reason good enough to allow anyone to skip hw...
thats the lesson learnt, for me.

after that was like a hell boring talk in the hall abt our CCA points, dang, they noe that i'd skip my CCA's if they didnt enforce such rules in time.
after that was the skit practice with red cross.
luke didnt come and i was the only NCC cadet there. they were like thank you thank you
and it was so ultra embarassing.
well, here's my role, tell me that its boring and sucky.. hah
kidnap ruth, take a gun and shoot everybody.. wow?! haha nonsensical role, but im doing something anyway, should be contented. its a big role you noe...
tomorrow the kiddos are going to be signing up for their CCAs, lets just hope that the NCC booth will be improved frm last year, we seriously need to do this better

ugh watever, heres the ending to my emo spree mabel
belonged, to the words of this song.
i tried to be strong for her,
tried not to be wrong for her...
but she must not wait for me,
anymore, anymore...
when did i say all those things before?
i was sure... that she was the one...
my gift is my curse.
for now.