if ever.

She knows..
She just doesnt know how much i like her.

Its this UGH! GUUHH! irony in life that makes life suck.
Its about a small boy thinking of plans, he has great plans.
Romantic plans, fun plans, maybe... perfect plans.
He thinks and he smiles to himself.

And its this girl who takes everything he plans.
She trashes it because he's not the one.
And how? Who is at fault?
No one, yet somebody's hurt.
How can there be a victim without a victimizer?

So here's the boy, now crying with tears of the rain.
His fingers write something on the flooded concrete floor.
The words appear and are drowned again, nothing happy lasts longer than a fleeting moment.
Its yet another day, with cloudy skies and yet piercing rays.
The sky which covers our world is throbbing with irony.

Sometimes if only they knew.
If only it would be this way, and not the other.
Life is so 50/50 you, thats why its hard to let go.
We'll keep singing chicken and the egg till we're drown in misery.
Misery of self deceive.

If only if i was around at the right time, born a year before.
only if. only if. if. if.