when we were young

i was just hopelessly trying to get my bike moving today.
and well, i was at the playground-don't laugh.
playground's for any body, of any age.
its dangerous for kids. haha and perfectly safe and good for teens.

well ok so i got tired of the wild goose chase, i sat down and i was
trying to see some stars with the naked eye- i do wear specs..
i couldn't see any, and for awhile i was unhappily amused.

well some kids were fooling around, climbing up the slides and stuff
breaking the rules, like anyone would. its becoming thrilling to do the reverse
since the government seemed to have failed abt pondering over the design of slides
the slides are so rough they aren't fun to go down
but friction is simply lovely enough for the grip to climb up.

well ok out of point again

the kids were simply thrilled, screaming at the top of their voices
as their tiring and eventful 20seconds climb made them feel like they were
well, they reached the top of the world.
they were just screaming each others names and making great (but probably false)
stories of their day. Showing off about how their invisible
and non-existant deeds made their day, and others'
they were lying, with their eyes wide open, but they probably knew it.
we see them as awful liars. but maybe they're just creative story tellers!
well they enjoyed themselves, and they dont dream of taking anyone's life
or sneaking to the internet just to get a tiny swig of the you-know-wat/
so aren't they just so innocently adorable?
i was shocked... my unicycle, who stood so close to me at that point in time,
its neccesary protective gear were literally part of my body, strapped tightly
such that even air did not seperate either from either.
well. unicycle surely couldn't buy me a weee bit of happiness...
maybe not now, maybe it would when i could ride it..

i've got a
sinking feeling
that
im learning
in
the
totally
wrong
manner.

i need help! hahaa