paradox.

i hate to defend myself on this. because it makes me feel shameless.

what rights do i hold, what do i reserve that allows me to claim of someone likes or dont like me?
to be frank. nobody has, and assuming such rights makes us big arses.
its either what i claim is true, or she's been having me on.

either way a tomb should be buried underground and not exposed to the air.
as i leave this matter hidden from sight, dont make me excavate it
and bury it back all night.

as much as some people might claim that im F****** ego. (not my choice of words)
well think about it, what if i'm not? a sudden gush of a total new possibility right?

i wanted to go unicycle.
but maybe i should stay away from harm until i think im composed and sane.
its not your fault, i started it first, i am indeed shameless.