flurry

life passes like a flurry.
this morning was waking up, watching tv, cabbing to church
walking to the basement behind sophia, passing the thing to fuxing
singing songs, debating during sunday school class
2nd service, holy communion.
KFC, pon tuition. and now at home, time flew.
it really did even though the bird of a time became a snail for awhile
during the sermon. heh.
im still trying to be a Christian, hopefully not contagious in conventional terms.

well
i was just looking at eunice's blog today
and mence blog.
i cant help but feel how my face twisted into a sickening frown.
amongst people such as them, i stand as a black white photo.
my colours are faded, im just so. screwed.
what kinda person is this? who am i, why so shitty?
then again.
all these feelings were made by me, i chose to feel them
sometimes im convinced that life isnt as interesting as i fathom it to be.
it isn't that much of a challenge, isn't anything much unpredictable.
well so im sitting on this chair now, a chair we know really well
a chair which sits infront of the computer. the corrupter chair
well its also because i chose to sit here so if i choose otherwise i wont have to be corrupted
therefore
im getting my arse out of here
monday-hell
tuesday-hell for half a day- its heaven after the papers.
wednesday-hell for 2 hours.
and its heaven forever untill Prelims stick its ugly butt into the picture.
ughed. but i'll be super free.. any interesting errands must call me!
that was just for the miserable rhyme, but i meant it