now

the thousand nights spent in uncompromising silence.
just how warped are things now?
stop screaming me your disappointments.
stop screaming, now.

chinese is an A2, the rest are stuck in deep uncertainty.
chem teacher says she's disappointed.
chinese teacher says she's disappointed.
physics teacher didn't think if i did well.
social studies/ history teacher couldn't comment.

just how are things now? neither the silence nor the pile of speeches promised something bright.
i must have messed up the day
and smiled to myself at night.

however i'm not feeling very glad myself. so therefore teachers should know better.
dont keep screaming, start observing and listening. you smart alecks.