someday

someday you'll just scream it into my face
the truth you've burried, the true colours
you'll show me that painting, of shame and pain
to have ever known a person
a person by the likes of me

i couldnt see why you kept things from me
over them plastered the fake understanding
when you scream in protest
your tears were undefeatable
to lie to me, thats you zeal and zest?

im desperate to paint a story of the matter
a painting not made by thousand letters
im sad and im broken inside
you dont even know if im alright
that in these words the meaning hides

i can't help but feel your absence
as though silence really overpowers
my chest crumbles from the void of you
trapped on an island, up a guarded tower
my heart is in shreds and my life is due.

yet you simply dont know
i just cant live without you.



even his name was written right there
my heart throbs, i dont understand.