see the clouds

seem them? they covered up the day
i was but a loser today.

well lets see, my math teacher had to talk to me again
cauz she's suspecting that i've been like.. copying hw
i've got nothing to say, i do copy homework, but the point is
i've been trying harder ok, c'mon teachers
dont give me some complicated angsty speech.
could you, ask me first before barraging me with crap?

here's the second part which sucks, the realisation

well some people just shouldnt read this part, so if you think
you're it, stop here

here goes.
i was thinking and i did put it into the paper.
this topic came out
an encounter with stress

so i thought ok this is the opportunity, so i quickly wrote it down
i wrote everything and i left nothing behind.
i wrote with as far as my vocab could support me
as far as i could take myself without watering my paper.
i wrote it and i did, my best chinese compo ever.

the comments from the teacher was
beautifully written, but i didnt see the stress, all i saw was pain.
is this a personal recount, as in seriously? ( written in chinese.. duh)

well i was kinda shocked. yeah i was obviously carried away
my teacher had to give me a 0 to kick my brains back into the head.

well, i asked her on how to improve and she told me, write an ending
and discribe the stress more than you describe your pain.
i couldnt get this... stress= some kinda pain.. right?
well she included that
since its an encounter, write abt how you got out of it
and what you learnt
at this moment i asked her, ok, but how do i write that? i dont know wat to write.
surprisingly, she said with a knowing air
of course you cant write it, you haven't reached it yet.
so i thought ok woah.
and after thinking a few more seconds into the show, it came out fully
i knew wat she means though probably she didnt.
man this entanglement i went and step into continuously
its truly the time to just step out and live a life
a life where God is the mastermind, not pain.