idk la

ahhh the post is going to be long.

brace yourselves.
heres a little something

i figured out i heard God talking to me

he found me wallowing

in absolute self pity

and so even his envoy

someone so fierce

and watever couldnt wake me
guess he knew the man for the Job
the man himself.

well here goes. this is wat i said back to him.

of course i was crying, i was well

devastatingly awakenned.

you razed my life to show me the light

to smash what i'd think would be fine.

concurrently breaking your heart,

you saw the beauty unseen inside

the hopefully hopeless life

which in me resides.

its hard to understand the pain you felt

when you watched me hurt

i'd never know what true love is about.

i only have the reins to me to offer.

take them and lead me,

im blinded but you can see!

pick me up and adjust me

straighten me to the flight planned for me.

well next up was just a train of thoughts

when i was prancing to and fro alone along clarke quay

(so poor thing right.. haha watever)

the mall was majestic

oh, im just a fry.

im running about frantically

but dont worry

i ain't trapped inside.

it was said that being alone by the river

was a miserable sight.

guess that's but a viable reason.

im stuck in my world

artists by the river

some by pen

others by fingers

drawing beauty not of the river

but shaping and crafting

the art of the unthinkable.

the fingers spoke inaudible speech

the pen drew incredible endeavours

amazing how the restricted are free

this life of mine, i better rethink.

ok heh happy birthday torsten!

woooh.

i dont know abt the piercing of ears

honestly i cant figure out how you might look like with them!

haha well enjoy that long long earring.

today was kinda fun. church comm meeting was kinda fun

i kept spacing out and phase shifting, but i guess...

i guess i still caught the important fun.

after that we went to clarke quay

i was just prancing about my garden of dreams.

no i mean i was in my own world again

was quite tired but now im staying up so late?haha idk la bought that hoody thing

which was a tad too small.

mum's gonna replace it, who knows wat's in stall?

well back home now, guess its time to sleep. pheewwww

i didnt want to go back to school too.

either way, know that i love you.