wait wait.

i know what i said.
i know i said i wont be upset or angry.

I'm not angry, well, but i am upset.
Sometimes i wonder if what Jon says is true.
"You give too much and expect too much in return."
Sigh, I'm still so immature.
Its still a trade, I'm still light years away from giving.

I dont know what this spells.
You missed the appointment 3 times in a row.
Every single time I'd have to find you.
And when I'm sought I'd make myself found.

But when I'm looking it takes so much luck just to find you.

I think i latched onto the wrong plant.
I'm the one who's getting drained.