Sometimes Lord, i rather you don't save a loser like me.
Sometimes i feel like your unlimited love cannot save me.
Sometimes i feel your generous grace cannot reach me.
Sometimes i like a misfit in your perfect plan.
This is how i see life.
Despair, hopeless, doomed, torment.
Joy is but comfort.
Why cant i have a life like them?
Why wasn't i born stupid?
Tonight is just a crazy night.
Im tired, my body is creaking.
But Lord, i want to blog till i find an answer.
Running away just hurts so much!
"This is faith in my risen lord. This is hope, that my sins he forgot."
Isit?
Have i died so deep in my own problems I cannot turn back?
Being inflamed with lust, greed and horrible deed?
HOW MUCH LONGER O' LORD SHALL I SUFFER?!
HOW MUCH LONGER SHALL I REMAIN IN THE DARK?!
why why, behind that flippant facade.
Lies that angsty boy.
Still too childish for the world.
"give me 100 zealous followers of christ and i shall shake the very gates of hell"
You know God, i wished it was true.
Don't let the devil steal my heart away.
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