totally loser, in and out.

just thinking, arent expectations meant to drive us?
why, they are driving me to the grave!

why the hell, mr aw, did you sign up some fail-dude
for that humanities competition? did you really think
if im actually anywhere good?

why the hell send me for those shooting competitions
did sending me there, make us win anything?
just send another lamer, lamer doesnt have to be me.

what on earth am i supposed to comment on
if the education system in singapore is meant for
making a living- or living a life.
i dont get it, write for wat? it doesnt concern anything.

without motivation, sincerity's bleak

im tired, my bones are retarded.