every moment i use my brains to think
a sadest moment
that moment becomes.

i cant stand it, life is so twisted for me.
i realise the friends i hav,
yet this friends are but restricted.
to the trivial things in my life.
im sorry friends, if that makes you people
feel not like my friends.

im sorry, pls understand
im a screwed retard who banged his head
against a table's edge, who was laughing..
while stitches went on his head
and now sad that he didnt take
a picture with him
with that blood flowing over his face.

im retarded, wat am i thinking?
maybe i should just get back to bed
and act like how a sick loser would.

maybe, maybe.

and to think she was the only maybe in my life.

maybe-s are but disasters to tuck yan i guess