It spoke of how we are willing to share everything with the people we love. Our time, our money, our effort. The problem, the speaker said, is not that we are incapable of it, but that we are selective with it.
This was what I feared wasn't it? That I may find that my heart is actually incredibly small.
That even the things I do for others, I do for her to see.
Not that I know that which is which with certainty, or if it were even possible to know.
It's like a good friend once told me, we simply struggle with mixed motivations, a struggle to the grave.
It's times like these that I'm reminded once again, the way things are now is for the better.
It's safe haven for me to learn and grow, even if I don't get what I currently want.
Hebrews 12:20-22
20 但 愿 赐 平 安 的 神 ， 就 是 那 凭 永 约 之 血 、 使 群 羊 的 大 牧 人 ─ 我 主 耶 稣 从 死 里 复 活 的 神 ，21 在 各 样 善 事 上 成 全 你 们 ， 叫 你 们 遵 行 他 的 旨 意 ； 又 藉 着 耶 稣 基 督 在 你 们 心 里 行 他 所 喜 悦 的 事 。 愿 荣 耀 归 给 他 ， 直 到 永 永 远 远 。 阿 们 ！22 弟 兄 们 ， 我 略 略 写 信 给 你 们 ， 望 你 们 听 我 劝 勉 的 话 。
May this be the only theme of our lives.
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