I'm not quite sure what the reason is, but my mum has been most easily provoked these few days. She's been going on about all sorts of "drink the soup now" and "why do you all always forget", with the ever significant tone of utter disappointment present in her voice.
Frankly, I'm quite sick of it. A few days ago I'd debate with her. Now I don't. I think it's got to do with my aunt and how her children were reluctant to pay for the slip disc operation. My mum's been grumpy, and occasionally accusing my not washing of plates as a symptom for not providing for her in the future.
I'm trying my best to understand. God is there anything You can do? I pray you keep me going, keep me brave to correct her when she gets out of hand, energize me, don't let my love grow cold.
If there's anything suitable to do which when done can assure her, lead me to those things.
However, by no means spoil my mum. Honestly, would You love her and discipline her too?
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