what are you doing?

She was sitting on the sun chair under the hot blazing sun, by the poolside.
oddly, she was clad in a jacket and getting toasted up under the hot sun.

Its been two years, this one's been the hottest.
She can canoe, she is tall, she can sing, she can run, she is pretty.
But right now, she's sitting right there, motionless.

ramaging through my bag, i found a dri-fit long sleeve shirt.
As i thought of how to approach her, i couldnt help but notice how she's grown.

Its been two years, this one's been a miracle.
Her dry fuzzy hair is now straight and healthy, her face is now void of pimples.
Her legs no longer carry the scars of insect bites, her face retains the sunkiss.

As my heartbeat grew faster, my legs carry me to her side.
Still oblivious behind those closed eyelids, she had a silly smile on her face.

Its been two years, this one's getting nostalgic.
She's still a blur-pok, thank god she still smiles.
Her face has now become thinner, and her skin now smoother.

placing a firm grip on her shoulder, but careful not to hurt her, i woke her up.
She looked at me, with her eyes, so big, i find myself in a loss of words, lost in them.

Its been two years, and this one's incredible.
Our first encounter was just like this, two innocent youths electrocuted by chemo-current.

But this time, its different, its been two years.
"what are you doing sitting under the hot sun with you jac...."
"NO! What are you doing?" She cut me short.
"You're always like that! Why are you helping me now?" "What can you possibly gain from this, why do you want to do this?"
"thanks!" she smiles. "i've been stuck here for 2 hours."
"i've got a concert later, and i cant be going over in bikini can I?"
I was stumped, silly by her sudden question. Before i could react what she was saying, she was
on her feet and the wind carried her away.

It's me, by the poolside, dressed in t-shirt and shorts.
Man... what am i doing?