school

this year, school's gonna end like an implosion.
Pieces of everything in this year will be thrown, suspended in the air.
Why? because im in 4H2s.
Why? because i built my life around the worst things.

So when this year ends, many things will change, 2009 will see me stepping back into school.
With my life deranged, the crunch of broken chips scattered over the floor will persist.
Not untill... not untill i get a grasp. Not untill i bend down to panistakingly pick up the pieces.
Not untill i shed a droplet of blood for each piece of mistake i made.

Nothing is getting away without a final reckoning.
I feel terribly... upset.
Year after year this happens.
And this year's worse, homework is starting to haunt in. I dont see how its justified, i dont know why it should be like this.
Havent the teachers thought and considered how much this is? Stress after stress, after stress.
And Aside from homework, life is full of other considerations.

Sure, i can stage a collapse and a coup. But im stronger than that.
I just dont see why i have to take all these nonsense.
Once again life feels like a reaping scythe. Close behind, removing any unproductivity.
Running, running running.

That's it?