an ordinary evening. but a different sight.
You know, she looks compatible with anybody. Anybody.
Its times like these when i want to walk away, to disappear. To vapourise.
But no, the same smile when she sees me, temporarily numbs me.
My life... it isnt mine anymore. What should i do? Be in pain? Be moaning and groaning?
No! NEVER! Get it back dumb fool!
Well i've got it planned out.
This holidays.. its gonna be the ultimate retreat. God, work, friends, study.
Its all about fixing this tard-up life.
When i get back to the court (school) and im still the same failure.. ok so be it.
At least this time i've tried and i can fail with no regrets.
I think im a really eligible boyfriend candidate. so sarah, you're right.
Maybe im just wasting my time...
NAH KIDDING. hanging around is part of the strat alright?
GET UP GET UP!
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