wrong word.

"i'll try to take care"

my carefully engineered, sarcasm filled sms was sent.
i knew it was the wrong thing to do. A wrong thing to send to a girl.
A wrong thing to send to a girl who already has something against you.

But i cant help it, i swear!
My whole world is falling around me- homework, my friends and now even the closest girl i have.
Why does this have to be so? dont you know that i cannot live without girls in my life?
Dont you know it murders me to see my friend led like a sheep to slaughter?
Dont you know that i dont dont do homework out of rebelliousness?

but.
why did i take it out on a girl. why didnt i talk things out?
Why SO IDIOT!?
you sent her away , dont whine away now.
I said the wrong words, did the wrong things.

why else can things be wrong?