God is becoming more and more real to me.
In his ministry, prayer is indispensable. Dont pray, dont fair- give little glory to God.
In his family, dont pray, cant love. Poor witness, bad testimony.
How do i know?
This week was a badass week. I did my homework, but things didnt quite work out for me.
Got into some serious crippling depression over some girl.
Had sports heats, ambassador club courses.
This week was just heart wrenching- but given a choice i would want another.
After a whole week of awkwardness, i prayed and submitted everything pertaining to the girl to God..
Then i sent a sms of apology.
And the sun came out to shine again.
Was busy, couldnt plan for worship leading.
Felt awkward, felt frustrated. I prayed and start to work, choose songs connect em' etc.
In the end, it turned out well. Heard it was my best attempt so far.
PHEW! Am i relieved, but i know im going to need to strive harder.
Im going to need to aim higher. Gonna need to spend more time thinking about the theme and matching the right songs. No stress though
I know I'll start to enjoy it. heh
Well, the week ahead is just retarded. No human beings should be put through such nonsense!
Ahh but people taking 4H2s are aliens- guess it cant be helped!
gtg man. look at the time!
*points at some distant wall*
you turn around and see dust.
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