dream

and it just came like a nightware.
dissolved like a dream
why not resolve instead?
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its like how i still dont understand why
we managed to win the captains ball tournament.
why us? As in we had really big, tall players etc.
but i was proud, i believe some of us were.
we even saw poor leads as an insult so...
and somethings that just happened.
God i dont know why you let it happen.
hurting, tempting, scheming, acting, lying.

but maybe today i know.
the victory was a humble pie.
to remind us, hey team QC, there was this proud jerkhole in your team
but yeah, he really wanted to win so maybe
i'd just let you all win so that maybe he can see how
its not his effort, but all the pleasure's mine.
i had so many of my churches with me, i could bless anyone with victory.
whether they trained or whether the slacked,
though only those trained gives glory to me.
yeah, in their victory because they worked for it
they thirsted for the win, and they did the stuff.

ok yeah, QC maybe we did our stuff.
lets not try to bag another victory by having a nasty attitude like i had.
and try to work reverse psychology on God.
lol.