optimism or hero's act.

hey, whatever!
who cares if its optimism or a hero's act.
as in really ACT, acting, faking. scheming and this gets more horrible.
ok so lets seee. to sum me up, im whatever i think i am.
so, to further complicate that, im a thinker.
who thinks in horribly broken english but well,
doesnt become a broken english because its impossible even if i think so.

and if no one got that, dont start getting excited, literature is your own interpretation.
so therefore, while i dissect my nonsense and draw its meaning, or meanings?
if you think the trash talk makes me trash. ermm..
what can i say? but maybe because you are trash and had trashy interpretations!.

ok before i.. insult my readers and drive them away...
okwait later. im on msn and its gonna get tough to double task