stop giving reasons

oh stop giving me reasons to suicide - loser (not nuff') said.

im tired of prancing around brainlessly in this monotonous (no) life life.
im tired of watching the homelessness and hopeless monochromic backdrop
and im damn sick and tired of watching your back when the beauty's in your face.
im tired of being fooled around in an imaginary paradise playground.
which kinda sucks since im stuck in it but i know im STUCK and not enjoying myself.
which fool didnt see how you shun me.
or which idiot couldn't feel your evil intentions of avoiding me.
which moron didnt know that you were out to spite me
and which @#$% didnt know that you actually hated me.
and which ( i ran out of mild vulgarities and have no intention to move on).

emo are for idiots.
they are emo
they are mo
and o.
idiots.

ok this was plain random, always happens when she openly dodges me.
makes me kinda want to hit her hard sometimes.
but (proudly drums the chest) im a MAN!

random nonsense everything! including this one...