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and im back again because i feel like ranting about how gay the timeline has been
about how obviously, the time flies like an arrow. which is a pun if there are time flies.
lol
ok screw it. this year is finally beginning to pick up back to the
Good O' days.
to think how gay life has presented itself at the start of the year
i guess life should just get a life and start learning how not to hurt
the people living it.

woah who caught the meaning in that extra terrestrial line?
well does it matter?
im just well, feeling screwed up because im still indifferent, at large.
i wasted 2 weeks doing nothing much. maybe someone wants to differ..
but you just dont get it do you? Its not about the smiles i placed on people's faces
or the fun i made my friends have
its not about the company im giving them even though i have piles of homework
i know why, because im just running away.
and its not about anything else, even the principal would agree that
holiday isn't for God, holiday isn't this nor that.
its plain simple. study for your damned O's.
i didnt mean that that is really what's going on, its just how the school makes us feel.
and i dont even know if im cooking all this up
as a freaking gay excuse.
and im not saying that the dear principal is not capable of something so underhanded.
since she had already "confronted" me openly when i wrote
that holidays should be liberated from chains of homework.
or that homework should be given in proportion.
or maybe im cooking this all up
as a freaking gay excuse.

i dont know what im doing, or what im babbling about.
its makes no sense, got homework? just DO!
why think so much uh, why cant you be simple?
can you live forever just by thinking
or can you fabricate your success just by a train of thoughts?
or maybe the world is thought by you.
and therefore everyone's will
to you they yield.
i dont know just shut up? hahahaha...

why liddat? why liddat?!