Slothfulness?

Just want to dwell on this for awhile before I get on with my day.

I've been waking up at 10am or so every day recently. While it is true that I've also being going to bed late, at 1am or so, there is this incredible lethargy that has taken hold of me lately.

At least, I know that my plan to come up with Social Studies resources has faced significant setback. I barely achieved anything all week.

I cannot tell if it's related to my sickness, I'm certain that it plays a part, be it large or small.

But if anything, it is this that I am sick with. When I pause to reflect on myself I feel myself coming face to face with this gargantuan apathy. I feel like there's just nothing I really care about anymore.

I hit the books, searching for answers. Things jump at me, and they fade away as my fingers switch tabs back to youtube, or whatever other website with news, with technology, with reviews.

I think it was until I revisited this line from an Anime I used to watch.
"There is no shortcut to anything."

And I think I kind of get it. Maybe I've really been sitting around and waiting for that thing that will stir me into action.
But I'm mistaken. What I really need now is the grit my teeth and follow through.

I got to get my ass to school.