on the contrary

I see facebook posts celebrating the imminent conclusion of the final exams.

I feel slightly disconnected.

I see posts written, celebration in anticipation

I see anticipation, anticipation to abandon everything the term has crammed into our heads.

I feel a disconnection.

Personally,  I'm starting to hate this. I grow to treasure my subjects only at the last moments. I don't know what I've been doing the countless days and hours in my room when instead I could be studying. I could be appreciating the things I've learnt.
But now, it's a little too late.
There's too little time to...
appreciate.

I had grander dreams. I did. What happened?