why do you read my blog, you.

what do you know of those stories i tell you, when i've never told you about yours.
how everything started how
I gave substance to lies and gave life to manufactured feelings
in the hurry to deliver you from the darkness you were in
And oh how i hated myself when i failed
when selfishness made it all disappear
and the extent i blamed and beat myself up
because you, were one person i failed to protect..
and since i messed up i know i'll never know
some things you used to tell me, now you'll never again

and you, you labelled me the broken road
which led you back to him. not Him.