dependence.

dependence-> deliverance.

I'm a pretty unhappy person these few days. But hey, somehow the way things happened,
the way things turned up... seem like a painful journey of delightful deliverance.

Its been.. 2days? And today will be the 3rd. A week ago and I'd die not messaging her.
Then it struck me, one of those many nights i spent praying for the same thin
"Lord remove this dependence"

And well, I think i'm well in the midst of a beautiful exodus.
Who knows, when things accelerate, i can give christmas presents without intents or guilt.
And when OGL camp comes, it'll just be a good, refreshing new start for everyone.
Damn, im excited.

just contemplating whether i should go running today, like now.