its not ok

nothing is right when i have to say something.
someone is at fault when i have to speak
-no denying.

something must have happened if i got upset.
someting must have provoked my anger.
something could've incurred my wrath.

why dont you just think deeper!
im being broken again, you dont know its about me.
maybe you can just tell me to heck care.
well... as much as it is hard to care.
it is also sometimes hard to not care.


ok geez. forget it.
one more week of prelims, no.
4 more days.
just 4 more days and i'll be kinda freed.
why should i get my hands wet in this?
its not ok, its not ok.