Thursday, April 05, 2007

the sky and sea dont match my heart

today was just -disaster

ill remember this clearly mence, friends or game.
you said game
and i agreed, but i act smart and i went to incorporate both.
im such a distasteful scum.
the captain's decision was crap.
and the team lost.

he knows its his fault.
but apparently you all dont understand
how scary such a role is
damn it, i dont see why we didnt get first
i dont want to think that its because
referees suck, or that others were violent.
reflect this matter on ourselves.
did we care about winning, or did we just want to play
did we want to win, or just want to be in the team!!
DAMN IT! i know you all came for the training yesterday.
BUT FREAK know that if you still arent that good
dont try to squeeze yourselves in.

whereas for me, that lousy captain.
screw la.
i should have enforced my views.
i shouldnt have cared.
as a leader, im suppose to obtain victory.
OH THIS JUST SUCKS.

it ends, Frisbee, the only sport i ever played seriously.
i dont know why it doesnt pay off
and i dont really need to know who's at fault
and no one needs to change anywhere.

as i walked on the beach ALONE.
i saw that

the sky was blue, the grass were green
the sea, crystal clear.
how i felt, the storm inside.

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