I was imagining myself at youth fellowship camp this year (the one slated to happen in may or so) and then sharing about myself by the fire light (because I've been thinking we should camp at pulau hantu).
I was talking about how I spend my free time watching movies alone... going shopping alone... and I think the only time I'll ever really stop doing so is when I have a girlfriend...
At that point I had a realisation. I realised that I can use a lot more friends, or be a better friend to the friends I currently have. I realised that I should talk to them more often, ask them out more often and so on.
I think it didn't occur to me previously, but I seem to be a very emotionally unstable person. I suppose having some friends will help stabilise me. Thoughts do run real wild when left to my own devices.
And so strangely enough, I plan to make more friends this year. This is the strangest of resolutions, but it is one that I must see through.
God help me. Put the right persons in my life so that I may be helped into living the life that pleases you.
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