what can I say? Dear Lord You know that I'm lonely.

http://www.desiringgod.org/blog/posts/20-quotes-on-loneliness

And our heart cry should not merely be, ‘I do bad things because I’m lonely, so someone come keep me company, make me feel better.’ Our deep heart cry should be, ‘I’m lonely because I’m a sinner in a dark and fallen world. God help me.'

“Sometimes we call ‘loneliness’ what God’s word calls a longing for unhindered intimacy with him and others. And we start thinking that other people can provide us what only God can provide. And it amazes me how often I call ‘loneliness’ what is actually a groaning for redemption. And instead of trying to numb it I should embrace it and try to realize that it’s God’s good gift to me to remind me that this world is not my home.”