Sunday, June 07, 2009

double funeral

The sherpard, the family, the lover me.
Who suffered the hardest tonight?
Who felt the deepest pain when my cousin breathed her last?
God, may i not be so insolent as to keep seeing my own problems and remain oblivious.

Tonight's a crazy night.. Been feeling so helpless so long.
I couldn't make ashley like me, i couldn't get her to forgive me, i couldn't put a peaceful end to my business.
At my cousin's house, i was so useless all i could do was help them remove and keep the foodtray.. Wth tuckyan! Wth freaking hell!
You're really useless. Really.

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