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its.. cold and lonely in the living room.
the keyboard's creaking slowly along with my contemplating fingers..
Faith is running out.. and every time this happens..
i wonder if im destined to be single.

my heart is gently trembling..
A thousand thoughts race across my mind.
There's so much i wanna spill, but there's only one who should listen..
But she.. she wont listen anymore.

have you ever felt like this?
so hopeless so helpless so lonely and frail?
so faithless so weak, so tired so devastated?

each cold reply
like a sharp icy shard
Pierces so deep into that throbbing heart.
And freezes you over.

the pain spreads and your limbs.. they turn numb..
till your freezing fingers. slide from the keys
and your head hits a bump


wide awake in what's known as reality..
you still wont faint
and the pain remains