gesage

went to the beach today, a storm was brewing, but it ceased. why?
i dunno, im not that sure, the $17 taxi trip home was nauseating, but it sure gave me the chance to reflect, and blog my usual so called nonsense on my blog. nonsense are phantasms, at least when they're on my blog, look deeper, its more than what they are, just like how a trashed newspaper gets recycled and reformed into some other paper product.
well, lets whip up a fiery demonstration of how im feeling now.
like a wave, conceived by the gigantic sea, my creation was unknown, as i grew, i finally reached a climax in my life, proudness got the better of me, and like everyone else, i'd crumble, removed as a backwash
sometime later maybe i might just make a comeback, but when would that be/? can i actually even influence the frequency of my comeback, and how much i did comeback? or would i lay rest in the ocean, waiting for another gust of passion to blow me to success? God, i really dont noe, and im feeling miserable over many things, my past haunts me, my future casts me aside. Lost and hurt, Lord please call your sheep home, and help it to listen...
and obey, for there isnt any other way.
life is more than money, never about cash, it dies away like dry ice in the desert, its about livin' this borrowed time for God, for God is everything, and as we need everything, we need nothing less than God, and nothing "more than" God.( God is everything, nothing can be more than him, if anything could be more than him, that'll be delusions, my friend..)