First fellowship session of 2014. How do I summarize it? I think... I feel challenged?

Is that too positive a word or shall I just say I'm stressed. Stressed and taking it in a wrong way. Am I often overreacting or do people often.. underreact?

Oh God I feel so immensely inadequate and fearful!

I think of Sunday School, School and the musical and I feel like I'm in such lack of time!
It feels like there are just so so many things.

The unhealthy size of the cell groups (they really feel too huge now) to the uncertain future of the fellowship...

God I am of man of little faith, please go easy on me.