test

oh God i know your eyes are on me..
and Lord your litmus test is upon me.
Indeed you want me to see for myself
My lawlessness and disabilities.

You knew you must send
Some guy strong and faithful
Whose steadiness she can depend
Whose walk, utterly blameless.

For that reason, you cannot choose me.

I know one day I'll pass your test
And that day I'll be granted to roam free.
Even though the test i pass,
I know,
She won't therefore be given to me.

Though I know if you will bestow her once again
I will recall the path walked through
and give Glory to your name.
A day like that will be so good
Will be unspeakably beautiful
But even if it never comes..

I will take heart and walk again