i feel really terrible. And im afraid to return to that old self who's all moody and pessimistic.
I hate to think that perhaps the reason why i've managed to become a little more cheerful is that life has been kind recently.
And until REALLY recent.
and now, life is a monster. I feel soo sooo conformed, so restricted.
I'm sick, I've got homework, CCA's becoming raving mad... I'm SCREWING UP MATH AND ECONS!
darn!
I know I better start shifting my focus. When homework gets monstrous.. its reminder..
its a reminder to run back to God.
Thus, today, after flipping the dusty pages of "A hunger for God", i felt this peaceful grumble in my stomach.
Disclaimer: seeking God brings peace, but dont seek God FOR peace. Seek God for HIMSELF.
OKAY QUICK a match of DoTA, then time to sleep!
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