crossroads

In my life right now, there are desirables.

There's something i want to apologise for. I always claim that memory
is a weighing of how much something really mattered.
Many things matter to me, and thus i can recall many things.

But why isit that somethings i cannot remember?
Why, they're all so hopeful and joyful, have i put on such a mindset
that i can no longer recall joyous past?

Hello De En (:
hah. I'm the FIRST
to write for you. Aren't you
happy XD. hahah. Its been
nice talking to you.
From arguing to teasing (MAGNET)
and whatsoevers, I'm glad
I got to know you :) God
Bless in everything. My
wish for you: to grow into a
humble man :D!

was reading this during class a few days ago.
for awhile, the dark clouds really disappeared.

I'm a magnet, im nice to talk to, i used to be tease-able
People used to be glad they know me, some still do and i thank God they do.
God is still blessing me in everything.

But im still not a humble man.
I've been naughty in the past, i'm sure i can be good and yet still enjoy life.

come on come on, wash the negativity.
Put on the armor of light
people need the positivity.

God, please make this life of mine meaningful to others.
It'll then be meaningful to myself.