it isnt that hard

it isnt that hard, to be someone on your blog, talking abt God and stuff
and be a monster in real life.
it isnt hard to say that some girl sucks.
when u suck as well..
it isnt that hard, to convince yourself that you're right
it isnt that hard to lie
it isnt that hard tolie to yourself, either
it isnt that hard, to be nasty to certain people,
yet be a gentle angel, fluttering above my head
it isnt that hard....
but it was supposed to be.

it isnt that hard for me either, since i am kinda bad mouthing someone now. we reason that its ok when we utter cold hard facts, we reason that its ok, its reasonable.
isit?
i dont noe. i mean . i dont noe you, i didnt want to work with you.
persuaded i agreed. i thought u were like fun and all, funky and such.
but i guess u are kinda overboard. What kind of nonsense was that? reasoning and defending yourself like as if u were right. u noe who u are, cauz no one can do things without watching if anyone was watching, im watching mind you. and i regret my choice. i mean. who are u to comment on the product of my sweat and blood, who are u to think, or claim something u didnt do as a replacement for something u must do.
shit you, wake up. damnit.

well... that was some load of emo nonsense, it reminds us not to act hypocritically and dont defend yourself when you're in the wrong, dont be, a moron. just take it, dont think abt nonsensical matters such as your own pride and all that kind of nonsense shit.